Friday, November 6, 2009

Flings of thoughts from 2005

Even if I was given a second chance to change all those horrendous moments in my life, all the crap I got from my parents, all the times I could have done my homework, all the times I could have made more money by staying at work, all the missed times I could have seen someone. I'd never change one thing about myself. I'll continue to grow and evolve and experience life as a whole learning process.

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Ending Days

never feeling the same.
enduring these last summer filled days.

He doesn't quite feel the same,
but he knows theres been a change.
There's no doubt to the words spoken.
The passionate feeling of a sun-drenched evening.
Taking it in every breathing second,
and I feel joy to know I'm loved from a distant viewer.

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There quiet and it makes me want to sleep away my day.
Casual heads leaned over in thought.

....Shuffle....
....Movement.... They rise and move on.

Class is done and I'm still in my sleep never to go.
Eternal
Lasting.

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I want to just find my own way and go it alone. thats how I've lived before, and if I could do it all over again, I would. He doesn't know where to go, theres just a barrier of unknown blocking him.

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They say your life was predetermined before birth. Fate controls you. No one has a choice. All life is a consequence.

........ But I want to live freely.

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